the truth of the matter...

the truth bethind y i left u was simple...

i found out about all your lies...
from the beginning to the end, from the end back to the start...
as to y i didnt confront u?
simple..
wat use was there?
there was no point cuz i know u would just lie to me all over again and try to cover things up like u did before...

i am not stupid mind u...
i try to act stupid but i am not...

u should have just left things the way they were instead of sending me that email...
u should have just left things the way they were instead of callin me and askin me stupid things that u honestly, could have figured out for yourself...

i am not goin to lie, i was disappointed with u and your lies...
i trusted u so much and yet u still lied thru your teeth like tt to me...
also despite u apaprently swearing upon your life tt u woujld never lie to me...
guess tt in itself was a lie too aye?

if u were me, i bet u would feel as much disappointment as i do now...
and yes, somehow, a part of me doesnt want to see u again even if by chanced accident...
i hate people who lie to me...
at least dun let me find out that u lied...
and at the very least, if i did find out, give me the truth...
dun continue to lie to me to try to cover up the lie that was already told...
it doesnt do u good and neither does it do me any good...

and dun forget, u got your job thru me...
and dun forget how much u owe me...
just live in the knowledge that someone out there cared about u alot once before...
and u lied to her... u sick conniving bastard~

i could continute to stay about and be a sucker but nah...
i am done with acting stupid...
dun wana be lied to no more...
dun wana try no more...

i figured u werent worth my time anymore...
but those months with u, minus the lying, were a fun few months...
thank u for healing my broken heart then...
but i am done with my fun usin u as a rebound...
so... u go have your fun now...

i feel i am better off without u...
unless u can convince me otherwise tt is...